Happiness

Kebahagiaan terkadang adalah hal yang teramat sederhana. Bisa jadi kita bahagia meskipun hanya mendapatkan permen loli dari adik kecil kita. Atau bisa jadi kita bahagia ketika kita mendapatkan kabar baik dari orang yang kita cinta.

Well, it is like it was yesterday when u and i sitting together in front of our office. Hehe. I still remember what we chatted that time. Chatting about school, about our regret, and our future.

U and I never knew before that we can befriend. U said that u are a friend of my friend when u were in high school. Talking about our friend made we laughed. We laughed together. Haha.

Years go fast ya.

I have already checked ur SNS. Now we are friend, a long distant friend. U said to me, “Dyah, kamu harus yakin sama diri kamu sendiri. Di luar sana banyak kesempatan yang bisa kamu coba. Dan kamu harus coba. Kamu yakin sama aku, tapi kenapa kamu ga yakin sama diri kamu sendiri. Ayo dong! Kalau aku bisa, aku yakin kamu juga bisa. Aku yakin.”

Now, when I checked it, it looks like that u and ur dream are together right?

Previously we got the same problem, we shared it like we had already known each other for a long time. U empowered me with ur suggestion. I appreciated it so much.

Bener Na, kalau kamu bisa, aku juga insyaAllah bisa. Kamu tau? Aku bahagia banget pas liat kamu ada di sana.

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Lelah

Saya lelah.
I am tired.

Saya bosan.
I am bored.

Saya ingin sendiri.
Leave me alone.

Maybe I’m a little bit tempramental but sometimes few things distrub me a lot.

Sometimes I really wanna be free, permissive with all the things. But actually I cant. Because I have bundaries.

Actually we are limited and contolled.

Sometimes I really wanna be unlimited. Really wanna get fresh air. I only can take a long breath.

What a bad emotion sometimes brusts in my heart and my mind.

It makes me tired. It’s tiring. I wanna yeal. I wanna scream. I hate my anger. I hate it so much.

Motivasi pagi

🌻Motivasi🌻
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~Jangan Pernah Lari Meninggalkan Amanah~

“Hai orang-orang yang beriman, taatlah kepada Allah dan Rasul-Nya, dan janganlah kamu berpaling dari pada-Nya, sedang kamu mendengar (perintah-perintah-Nya),” (Al-‘Anfāl:20)

Ketika amanah yg dipikul terasa semakin berat dipundak
Ketika kaki semakin lelah untuk melangkah
Ketika duri semakin perih mengiris hati menjadi kepingan luka
Ketika seruan tak lagi didengarkan
Ketika menyaksikan satu persatu sahabat mulai berguguran dijalan dakwah
meninggalkan amanah demi amanah yang tak pernah usai
Hanya untuk kepentingan duniawi

Sahabat…
Jangan pernah lari meninggalkan amanah
Meski duniawi serasa lebih menggiurkan
daripada berlelah-lelah dijalan ini

Sahabat….
Jangan pernah lari meninggalkan amanah
Jika iya, maka syurga akan lari dari padamu
Karena syurga hanya utk mereka yg istiqamah

Sahabat….
Jangan pernah lari meninggalkan amanah
Karena amanah menuntut pertanggung jawabanmu kelak diakhirat

Sahabat….
Jangan pernah lari meninggalkan amanah
Jika lari, maka kamu termasuk orang-orang yg rugi
Rugi dunia dan rugi akhirat

Sahabat…
Jangan pernah lari meninggalkan amanah
Jika lari, kamu akan kehilangan satu kesempatan yg sangat berharga
Yaitu perjumpaan dengan-Nya

Sahabat…
Jangan pernah lari meninggalkan amanah
Jangan pernah lari tanpa tujuan dan arah
Teruslah bertahan dijalan ini
Teruslah berjuang dijalan ini

“Amanah akan terasa ringan saat kita mau terbuka dengan pertolongan oranglain dan mau saling bahu-membahu utk membantu saudaranya yg memerlukan uluran hangat tangan kita”

Teruslah berjuang sampai titik kepayahanmu
Teruslah berjuang hingga syurga Allah menanti diujung pengabdianmu 
Dijalan Dakwah Para Kekasih Allah

Slow aja.. Late post.. (992015)

Serius tp santai
Otak serius tp hati santai

Urusan pernikahan, sekolah, pekerjaan usahakan bukan untuk menjadi beban. Woles aja. Ga tau apakah menikah dulu atau sekolah dulu. Tawakal aja. Asal niat baik, pasti akan berbuah baik pula.

Menikah untuk kebaikan, sekolah juga untuk kebaikan. Semuanya bertarget dlm artian, aku punya target dan rencana menikah. Aku pun punya rencana untuk sekolah bisa tahun depan atau dua tahun ke depan.

Well, aku kurang tau kapan itu terlaksana. Tapi yang aku ingat dari acara expo barusan, bahwa si rajin akan mengalahkan si pintar.

Jadi anak rajin dan pintar ah. Sholehah pula. Harta, rizki, jodoh, cita-cita biar Allah yang tentukan kapan gongnya. Sekarang baik-baik jaga diri ah. Jaga diri baik ucapan dan tindakan. Jaga hati juga supaya tenang.

Suka panik tiba-tiba.

Ceramah dr ust YM bertema kunfayakun tadi sukses bikin saya sakiiit mata. Hehe. Ga apa2, I cried a lot.

Pantai Pandawa Bali, Indonesia… #latepost

Yuhuuuu, I will answer all the request about PANDAWA BEACH BALI. Well it is trending topic lately. My sister told me that this beach is so beautiful. At first, I dont really interested about what she told me but after I see the beach. Wow! It is so awesomely beautiful.

Well, the beach is relative new there and being managed by the non government. But the ticket price is very affordable. It is only 5000 IDR or approximately one third of US Dollar. Wow, soooooooo affordable. But so sorry I forget it is the ticket per person or the parking ticket.

The rule of the beach is sooo strict. I like it. Here is the example:

And you know what? I really love the scenery there, this picture I got from the web:

I love this too:

And this is from my instagram…

Yuhuuu awannya subhanallah sekali 🙂 #firstday #pantaipandawa #trip #bali #balitrip #familly #pandawabeach

A post shared by Dyah Kania Pitaloka (@dkpitaloka) on

Can you see it? Hmm. You can see in my in my IG account: @dkpitaloka

Okay,,,, the scenery there is so extremely beautiful. I love that. MasyaAllah, Allah create such a beautiful beach.

The tour guide told me that the beach at first is unrecognisable because it was behind the slope of mountain. So the private shave it and find its beautiful scenery. So that we are forbidden to do the bad things there because the place is sooo sacred.

Alhamdulillah, luckily when I was there, the beach is not crowded as what people saying. The beach is so nice and if you wanna to enjoy the sea water you can ‘lari-lari centil’ while enjoying the scenery at the edge of the beach and taking selfies or the picture with your family, friends or strangers maybe. Or if you like to play canoe, you can play canoeing there only by 50.000 IDR or approximately 4 US Dollar for an hour.

O yes, I think the price for the domestic tourist will be different to the international tourist, so you can bargain the price if you go to the beach, except for the ticket, I think the ticket price is fixed.

This is the location of the beach:
Jl. Darmawangsa, Desa Kutuh, Kuta, Bali, Indonesia.

being censored.. hehe.. to precious to be shared on the web.
being censored.. hehe.. too precious to be shared on the web. me in pandawa.

HAI

Hallo everyone around the world!

(Because my blog is being read by anyone from any country so… I wanna greet everyone. Annyeong!! Assalamualaykum wr wb.)

Well, last 2 days I felt so gloomy. Well, maybe because it was my period. Hmm.

Whereas, I thought that I could be happy and feel the joy but in fact, it was not like that!

I was easily angry to anyone, felt uncomfortable, hated anybody. God! What a bad mood I was.

Hmm. But that was yesterday.

And the good thing is the cheerful me is back! I am back. The joy is with me. Haha.

Okay, today I visited my new branch office. It is not like I will move in to the office because the office is only for the others division not mine. Well. It is so spacious. And I heard 2 good news. My two friends will get married. Hehe. Asik! Yeay! Yippie!

Both of them will get married on the same day InsyaAllah. It is the third of October 2015. Hmm. I hope all the preparation will be okay and God bless them.

One thing, yesterday after I cried a lot in my office (childish me).. Someone told me, “God bless you.” Oh, so much thank you for the positive thing you’ve told me. After the meeting, I thought that I still have a chance. I still can reach my aim. I talked with my friend too, if he has a problem or not. He said to me that everyone has. Yes, I realize it. He said he wants to try the six steps from Ust. Yusuf Mansur too. So will I.

1. I will try to always have wudhu.
2. I will try to do ritual prayers and do additional prayers (sunnah prayers).
3. I will try to read al quran, odoj insyaAllah.
4. I will try to tell and pray to Allah SWT all about I think, I want, everything.
5. I will try to be sincere to all Allah bestows me.
6. I will try to be more generous and do shadaqoh.

Aamiin.

One thing! Today I have a new friend! Hooray! She is from Java but now she is in Japan! Wooooooo! So glad and glad and glad!

Well, I dont know, I’d like to go abroad so much but not for having a vacation or spend my holiday. I wanna live there haha or I wanna work there or I wanna study there. I wanna be there and be paid! Haha. I hate wasting my money. Hihi.

Well, God. Ar Rahman. Ar Rahiim. Save my love for me. Give them good things they need. Make easy on everything they do. Please love my parents, my family, my friends and my future. Aamiin.

One thing!
My friend asked me when I would get married? I dont answer. He asked me because I have already worn my ring. Well, I dont have to answer it. Everyone will know everything because I wanna tell anyone if I get married, InsyaAllah. So, please pray good thing for me, for my future, for the wedding because I still dont know it. The new me will be so positive from now on. Okay?

I’m afraid

I’m afraid. So much. So I cry, I cried a lot.

It’s maybe because of the letter yesterday. I dont have any bravery to continue my path to reach my dream. Thinking about my dream makes me desperate so much. You know, and I also know, I should be positive.

Being positive is not like an easy thing but I can!

Yes, I can!

So the steps are…

1. Pray,
I have God. I have Allah SWT. For Allah, reaching my dream is like a piece of cookie.

2. Go near it,
Nearer and nearer, I should be near of it. Even though I should crawl little by little or walk wobbly, I shouldnt be a matter for me. Reaching the peak of a mountain is not a short path, nor easy.

3. Calm and bestow,
Bestow it to God, the result. I dont know that I could enter English Literature before. I dont know that I could speak in front of a lot of people before. I dont know I could teach English. I dont know I can work here now, befriend with a lot of people, learn life deeply. I dont know what will happen to me. So being patient, calm, and bestowing all things in the future to Allah are my answer.

I dont know whether I can reach it or not. But if I dont try to reach it, I will regret my life forever.

So I will go. I will try. Laa haula wa laa kuwwata illa billah. No power and blessed effort except from Allah SWT.

If I am afraid of my dream, how come I reach it?